Another Year

Looking back to my last year resolution that I had posted here, I thought I'm kinda lame for not fulfilling most of it (well, basically I have the tendency to drop it half way) and I was really wrong this round. Apart of the game development that me and Stephen used to talk passionately yet it died off, and the Linux paper which is half way through. I still completed the rest of what I had marked. (Applause to self for 5 min) Seriously, not bad, not bad at all.

Yet, another year passing (bow) with so much of experiences, lessons, bitter sweet memories, I have to once again put an end to it. Thank you so much on ME in 2013, you do a really good job for hang in there, do ya. Now, moving on to the new target and new resolution for new year. Here is the list I wanted to achieve:

1. Maintain a healthy sleep cycle.
2. Workout.
• Jogging & stretching in the morning.
• Swimming every once in week. When it is convenience okay.
• Cycling every once in week.
3. Drumming
• Linear drumming, fill in and song practice.
• Make it every Monday and Tuesday.
4. More study
• Make it 4 days a week.
• First priority - Linux. (Let finish up the long delaying paper)
• Second priority - Japanese. 
5. Photography
• Shoot more!
• Post-process more!
• Upload more!
• There is a reason for giving up the D90 and switch over isn't it. 

Oh uh, looks like the list is pretty tight. Let's give it a shot in 2014 as time is ticking away while I'm writing here. All the best, pal!

Confession

I miss him, sometimes. And it is frequent recently.

Still, I'm too much in my own dilemma to handle extra. Standing in front of junctions that lead to uncertainty.

Guess I'm pretty screw up ya. Such an unassertive and gutless person.

Breaking Apart

Hands are shaking...
Heart beating fast...
And I just keep accelerate, for I need to distracted away before it got so bad that I will start crying.

I know I need to share it out to off load my feelings. But on another hand, I do not feel like doing so. I almost lost it and going to break down in front of MK and SJ. And this is something I really hate to.

Again, car becomes one of the shelter place for me since I had cried once here. Perhaps, its because only me and music will be here...